February 2012
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People obviously need to stop thinking that they’re fucking google because they really don’t know everything. They come at me with assumptions, or in their point of view, “facts” about myself. I just don’t understand how they can be so sure of something, about myself, that’s not true. Lol it’s funny though, because when they’re so confident in themselves for being right, they’re proven wrong and...
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"She just wants attention."
You know what? For once, an ignorant asshole like you is right. She does want attention, obviously, after posting, tweeting and saying depressing shit about her life and life in general. But not in the attention-whore way, to get everyone to make their world all about her or whatever. But just.. she needs attention from the people that mean the most to her. She needs attention, not from everyone,...
You know that moment when you look through old pictures, whether it’s on facebook, your phone, tumblr, or just whatever, and in that picture, you remember everything that was happening at that moment? I don’t know.. I really like that feeling. The feeling of remembering it all. Memories. It’s amazing how a single picture can hold such memories. Which is why I’m thankful for...
Do you know what a fucking struggle it is to listen to the person you’ve liked for so long, tell you about how crazy they are about some other person who doesn’t deserve them, and yet you remain calm and “happy” for them? It’s such a bitch.
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I felt him next to me.
We weren’t touching, but I felt the warmth and comfort from his body. We were so.. distant. My vision was a blur. Not only that, but my mind. My thoughts. What was happening? I could hear nothing but the sound of muffled voices. A few words escaped their conversation. Concussion. Stitches. Hurt.
In the distance, I heard sirens. I just lay there on the cold, concrete...
Want the truth?
Fine by me. You’re irritating as fuck, and I couldn’t care less if you told me right now that you don’t want to be friends with me anymore. Let’s see, the things I don’t like about you.. no wait, I think it’s harder to list the things that I do like about you. It’s hard to think about that one, because I’m pretty sure there’s nothing good about...
Yeah, things will fall into place if it's meant to...
But let’s be realistic. Not everything is going to go the way you want it to just by it happening on its own. If you think so, no offense but that’s stupid. Seriously. If you’re gonna sit around waiting for something to happen, nothing will happen. You have to take action. You wanna ask a girl out? Ask her out. No— go up to her and tell her you’re picking her up at eight, and just walk away....
I don’t think I’ll ever tell my big brother how much I don’t want him to go away to college next year, and that I’ll miss him so much and I’ll probably cry after he leaves. :(
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I've been so happy lately.
My life’s been getting at least 2% better, day by day. I don’t know how to explain it. It’s such a nice feeling. I’ve been in less drama, barely any, and I’ve actually been getting so much closer to the friends I drifted apart from.
I was in a fight or argument or whatever you’d call it with one of my friends for a long while. I felt so happy at one point, as...
To the people that do receive hate shit all the time, just ignore it. Delete all of it from your ask box and don’t bother posting it. Sure, their words hurt, but there’s a fine amount of solutions to that problem. First of all, don’t fucking cry or show that it got to you because the haters like that shit. And they will attack you with more hurtful words. Next, you can, like I said, delete every...
I mean, I understand.
You say certain things to and about me when we’re fighting and when you’re mad. The thing that I don’t understand, though, is where those certain things are coming from. Honestly, I don’t believe that these things just come out randomly. What I do believe is that.. maybe, these things are coming from a place you hide from me. Like, throughout our friendship, you build up...
Like the stupid person I am and probably always will be, I thought that you, of all people, were different. And turns out, I was wrong. Like always.
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I’d rather be on the phone with you instead of texting. That way, I won’t fall asleep at night waiting for your reply. Also, if I ask you something all curious and shit, you can’t take your time to make some excuse or lie to me, and you’d kind of have no choice but to tell the truth. And like, I’d know that I’m the only person you’re talking to at the...
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If I learned one thing from being with you, it’s that I shouldn’t keep focused on one person, one relationship and forget about everyone else, no matter how much I like someone. Because in the end, I’ll probably be let down and disappointed to find that they were exactly what they promised me they weren’t. And the people I forgot about will most likely ignore me because of...
Besides the one thing in my life that I haven’t gotten fixed yet, I’m pretty happy. I haven’t been in any drama lately, I’m becoming friendlier with the little/shy/new kids at my school, I make sure to smile at everyone who looks at me in case they’re going through something, even if they think I’m weird. I’m also like, social, I guess. I talk to a lot of...
January 2012
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I love books.
Every time Christmas or my birthday comes around, I either ask for a Barnes & Noble gift card so I could buy myself some new books, or just money, but same cause. No lie, I could just grab a book, make myself comfy on my bed, a couch, the kitchen table, at school during lunch, under a tree at the park, just anywhere. Venue does not matter; just as long as I’m comfortable. And I could just read...
This is just my opinion, but I think that people who are in long distance relationships are amazing. I mean, it’s amazing how they can fully trust that the other person is loyal, meaning they won’t cheat on their distant boyfriend/girlfriend when there are plenty of other people they see everyday who’d love to be with them. They’ll make time to talk to their significant other, whether it’s on...
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Here is a genuine post.
I have no real friends, just school friends and acquaintances. My phone never gets any texts or phone calls unless I’m the one calling or texting them first. I feel like the people I go to school with don’t give one fuck about me, and I’m right. I’m usually never invited to any kind of events, whether it’d be parties, hanging out, etc. I try to tell myself that friends are overrated, that I’m...
I want to move to a big city where there’s a lot of people on the streets all day and night. There’s nothing I love more than busy streets with cars honking, many people crowded against each other on the sidewalk, people doing the craziest and most amazing things on the sidewalk for money or just entertainment for an audience. I just love it all. And the best part is, no one would know me. I would...
Sometimes I’d rather not try to grab and hold your attention because I always end up saying and doing the wrong things that result to me feeling embarrassed. What can I say? You make me nervous.. you of all people.
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To have two or more best friends.
It’s really difficult when it comes to making choices. Say the situation is, you’re going somewhere for the day, like the beach or something. And you can only bring one best friend. Who the fuck are you gonna choose to bring? That right there, is the problem. Whichever choice you make, it’s gonna tell make them think, “obviously she likes her better than me”, or just...
People are so focused on their future, when I’m here being all about the present. I’m pretty sure that you can’t just think that your future will go your way if you don’t focus and take action in the present. It’s what makes your future. Lol slow down and relax.
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I think it's safe to say
that since I’ve been on tumblr for a while now, people who become well-known and the stupid words “tumblr famous” with a lot of followers let the “fame” get to their head and they think they can be assholes and get away with it cos they’re known. Like, I swear, I follow some people now that I used to follow when I had my first blog, and they used to be the...
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Passion.
I have a strong passion for music and singing. Ever since I could speak, I never stopped singing. My urge to become a singer, grew with each passing day.
Not one day goes by when I don’t listen to or sing my favorite songs. I’m pretty sure my friends get irritated by me when I start singing out of nowhere. But I don’t care, because I love it. I guess I just feel like my day...
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It’s hard deciding whether or not I should give you a second chance. I mean, you messed up once. How do I know you won’t mess up again? I’m sorry but I’m being dead serious. I gave you my full-on trust. Do you not know how important you are to me when I tell you that I trust you? Obviously you don’t. I mean, you were one of a small handful of true friends that I could trust, and you blew it. You...
I love personalized texts.
Like, for Christmas and New Years and other holidays. You might think it’s stupid, but it makes me feel really special. Meaning, I wasn’t part of a long list of people in their contacts that they send the same message to. It feels nice to know that someone took their time to send me a nice, individual text message with my name on it, how much I mean to them, and other things just for me to read.....
You’ll never see a post with zero notes when @shounna-brandon exists.
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You think you’re so cute and funny, when really, you’re just so fucking annoying. Everyone thinks so. Of course if you ask people if you are, they’re not going to tell you to your face. They will lie to you because you take everything up the ass. I mean, the way you hit on every guy on here, and I do mean every guy, calling them cute and saying “can I have you” or...
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These hands.
The same hands that were always automatically grabbed at when crossing the street with her, me as a child. The hands that she’d take in hers, setting them in her lap, when spilling some good news and some bad news. The hands that she would rub to keep them warm when it was chilly out.
The same hands she had compared to my father’s when I was given birth to.....
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I just think it’s really funny when people call me a slut or a whore when I’ve never even come close to doing anything slutty or whore-ish. I get that my friends and I mess around like that, but when I know that people are being serious, lol it just makes them look so stupid because they’re not using words right.
Because that's what people do.
Or a certain kind of people. They make you feel like you’re the only person in the world that they pay all their attention to. Like you’re actually special, and that you mean something to someone. Finally. And then when you feel like you’re at your happiest, they suddenly just.. stop. They randomly drop you because now that they have you on your toes, you’re no longer...
When someone knows that I’m pissed off, yet continues to do shit just to piss me off even more. Do you want to get fucking punched or something? Because I’m pissed enough to do so.
It’s unbelievable how you expect me to just automatically trust you again after all that you put me through. A simple apology just doesn’t cut it anymore, not after those times you did what you did again, even after apologizing. I’ve given you way too many chances, more than I should have to begin with. I don’t know what else to tell you but you’re going to have to show that you really want my...
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"You never cared!"
She made her way across the room towards him, her left hand quivering, almost ready to slap him. She couldn’t believe what just went through her ear and remained. Those three hurtful words.. you never cared.
It’s been about an hour since they’ve been fighting. It was all past, present and future. No tears streamed down her face the way he had expected. Instead, a mad pouting face slowly began...
Some people are so stupid.
In Titanic, when Rose says ‘I’ll never let go, Jack. I’ll never let go”, but lets go of his hand, she means that she’ll never let go of the promise she made him. She doesn’t say she won’t let go of his hand lol
Alright, I’m trying to have a good start of the new year, but I just keep getting pissed off by the same person. So this is to her.
I understand that we both don’t like eachother. I said some things I shouldn’t have but I said them anyway so that’s done. But it’s been more than a month since that happened, and apparently you keep talking about it to other people....
What I hate,
is the fact that I’m over here feeling all the emotions because of you. I’m mad at you, jealous over you, sad because of you, worried about you, and I’m definitely confused by you. I’m feeling every emotion that I can and it’s because of you. But you? You don’t even care. It’s like, I’m not even your friend anymore. You don’t even realize that...
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My dad isn’t the listening type.
If he’s mad, he’s not understanding. He’ll take anything you say as “talking back”. If you try to correct him, he will not listen. If he’s yelling at you about something you do and you try to deny it to defend yourself, he will not listen. He likes to be right all the time. He doesn’t care for other’s opinions, even if he knows theirs is right and his is wrong. I want to get through to him, let...
Oh, our generation is the last to have strict Asian parents?
If that’s what it’s come to, I am definitely going to be strict. Well, reasonably of course. I wouldn’t want a daughter or son that goes out all the time and I wouldn’t be able to see, have a boyfriend or girlfriend behind my back if I tell them they’re not allowed to date until a certain age, cuss around me, do drugs, do some crazy...
It hurts to know that my dad would just snatch my phone off the table when he sees it light up to check who it is or what it is, because he doesn’t trust me. He thinks I have a “boyfriend.” I fucking swear, every boy he sees me with, he thinks that they’re my boyfriend. And then he goes on with his lectures, like “we talked about this. You’re going to have a...