March 2012
8 posts
I don’t like it when the other girls who are skinnier than me look at me when I’m changing in the locker room. Seriously, it feels weird. Like, are they making fun of me inside their head? Do they talk about me to other people, like “she’s fatter than me. It’s disgusting”? I wouldn’t even be surprised. People are meaner than ever nowadays. But omg I just wish they would stop watching me while I...
February 2012
20 posts
“Your clothes are so ugly”, or “you’ve worn that before.”
Um okay excuse me for not being able to go shopping all the fucking time for new, cute, expensive clothes and shit. Sorry for not having a whole lot of money in my pocket or wallet. Sorry for choosing to spend my money more wisely on things I need instead of new clothes. Sorry for not having a cuteass wardrobe...
My posts and tweets.
I can be so fucking indirect when I tweet shit and post on tumblr and facebook. But don’t assume that it’s about you when I say shit like “you’re so annoying” or “thanks for leaving me out”, even if it happens to be right after you posted or tweeted something that might be annoying or whatever. Seriously, the world does not revolve around you. I have a...
I think it's safe to say
that since I’ve been on tumblr for a while now, people who become well-known and the stupid words “tumblr famous” with a lot of followers let the “fame” get to their head and they think they can be assholes and get away with it cos they’re known. Like, I swear, I follow some people now that I used to follow when I had my first blog, and they used to be the nicest people with such quality blogs....
People obviously need to stop thinking that they’re fucking google because they really don’t know everything. They come at me with assumptions, or in their point of view, “facts” about myself. I just don’t understand how they can be so sure of something, about myself, that’s not true. Lol it’s funny though, because when they’re so confident in themselves for being right, they’re proven wrong and...
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"She just wants attention."
You know what? For once, an ignorant asshole like you is right. She does want attention, obviously, after posting, tweeting and saying depressing shit about her life and life in general. But not in the attention-whore way, to get everyone to make their world all about her or whatever. But just.. she needs attention from the people that mean the most to her. She needs attention, not from everyone,...
You know that moment when you look through old pictures, whether it’s on facebook, your phone, tumblr, or just whatever, and in that picture, you remember everything that was happening at that moment? I don’t know.. I really like that feeling. The feeling of remembering it all. Memories. It’s amazing how a single picture can hold such memories. Which is why I’m thankful for...
Do you know what a fucking struggle it is to listen to the person you’ve liked for so long, tell you about how crazy they are about some other person who doesn’t deserve them, and yet you remain calm and “happy” for them? It’s such a bitch.
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I felt him next to me.
We weren’t touching, but I felt the warmth and comfort from his body. We were so.. distant. My vision was a blur. Not only that, but my mind. My thoughts. What was happening? I could hear nothing but the sound of muffled voices. A few words escaped their conversation. Concussion. Stitches. Hurt.
In the distance, I heard sirens. I just lay there on the cold, concrete...
Want the truth?
Fine by me. You’re irritating as fuck, and I couldn’t care less if you told me right now that you don’t want to be friends with me anymore. Let’s see, the things I don’t like about you.. no wait, I think it’s harder to list the things that I do like about you. It’s hard to think about that one, because I’m pretty sure there’s nothing good about...
Yeah, things will fall into place if it's meant to...
But let’s be realistic. Not everything is going to go the way you want it to just by it happening on its own. If you think so, no offense but that’s stupid. Seriously. If you’re gonna sit around waiting for something to happen, nothing will happen. You have to take action. You wanna ask a girl out? Ask her out. No— go up to her and tell her you’re picking her up at eight, and just walk away....
I don’t think I’ll ever tell my big brother how much I don’t want him to go away to college next year, and that I’ll miss him so much and I’ll probably cry after he leaves. :(
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I've been so happy lately.
My life’s been getting at least 2% better, day by day. I don’t know how to explain it. It’s such a nice feeling. I’ve been in less drama, barely any, and I’ve actually been getting so much closer to the friends I drifted apart from.
I was in a fight or argument or whatever you’d call it with one of my friends for a long while. I felt so happy at one point, as...
To the people that do receive hate shit all the time, just ignore it. Delete all of it from your ask box and don’t bother posting it. Sure, their words hurt, but there’s a fine amount of solutions to that problem. First of all, don’t fucking cry or show that it got to you because the haters like that shit. And they will attack you with more hurtful words. Next, you can, like I said, delete every...
I mean, I understand.
You say certain things to and about me when we’re fighting and when you’re mad. The thing that I don’t understand, though, is where those certain things are coming from. Honestly, I don’t believe that these things just come out randomly. What I do believe is that.. maybe, these things are coming from a place you hide from me. Like, throughout our friendship, you build up...
Like the stupid person I am and probably always will be, I thought that you, of all people, were different. And turns out, I was wrong. Like always.
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If I learned one thing from being with you, it’s that I shouldn’t keep focused on one person, one relationship and forget about everyone else, no matter how much I like someone. Because in the end, I’ll probably be let down and disappointed to find that they were exactly what they promised me they weren’t. And the people I forgot about will most likely ignore me because of...