My life’s been getting at least 2% better, day by day. I don’t know how to explain it. It’s such a nice feeling. I’ve been in less drama, barely any, and I’ve actually been getting so much closer to the friends I drifted apart from.

I was in a fight or argument or whatever you’d call it with one of my friends for a long while. I felt so happy at one point, as if I didn’t even need her, and that her friendship meant nothing to me. But truth was, I soon realized that, not only did I want her to be a part of my life again, but I felt like I needed her. I wasn’t going to just throw away our friendship over an argument over something that I’ll later on look back at and laugh. I wanted her to be part of my everyday life again, and so it took me a couple of days, but I managed to walk up to her and apologize, face to face. Not over a long, meaningful text that people know me of. Saying it face to face meant all the more meaningful. But when I pulled her aside, my other friends knew what was happening and they started laughing, and so did she! Which made me laugh, and it sort of loosened the tension. If that makes sense. But yeah, I was happy, cos it made it a little easier to apologize. And then we hugged and it was over. We’re so much closer now, and I love her. I’ve missed her.

I’ve also gotten closer to my other friends, just by talking to them, hugging them when I see them, texting them when I feel like conversing lol and yeah. And I also made a new friend this week. And I didn’t even meet her through mutual friends or on facebook! Lol she moved to our school and I like, introduced myself. And we became friends, just like that! She’s so funny and pretty, and I’m glad I met her. 

Oh, and my parents have sort of.. loosened their grip on parental control. They let me go out with friends more often. But I feel bad because I miss spending time with them at home. On the other hand, I’m glad they’ve lightened up and seen past the fact that the boys I hang out with are only my friends and nothing more. Ah, I love them so much. And I’m so thankful for everything that’s happened so far this year.